Everyone says ‘You give birth you go home and you have this amazing baby and it’s just beautiful’. And I walked in and I just started sobbing.
If you go from a structure where you have the support and that partner and that construction of a family and that’s broken apart I think that’s probably a lot harder than always being a single mom and having the father being a support in another area.
When you’re suddenly pregnant and no one is standing by your side even if you’re in your 30s it’s a hard conversation. I’m a traditional girl and I believe in marriage and I just always thought that’s the way I’d be doing this.
I’m not sure anyone – and I could be wrong in this – grows up thinking I want to be a single mom.