When you have the paparazzi hiding in the bushes outside your home the only thing you can control is how you respond publicly.
My feelings for Ellen overrode all of my fear about being out as a lesbian. I had to be with her and I just figured I’d deal with the other stuff later.
I was very sexual from a very young age.
I want to exude strength and intelligence.
I saw Ellen and my knees were weak. It was amazing. And it was very hard for me to get her out of my mind after that. Then when I saw her that night we started talking and that’s that.
I married him for a green card. We had a really great caring relationship it just obviously wasn’t right for me.
I have to be asked I guess but I love the idea of marriage. I think it’s beautiful. I’m such a romantic and I always have been.
I don’t even like watching sex scenes in movies. I have a slight prudish side to me.
The most important thing for me was to never ever ever deny it. But I didn’t really have the courage to talk about it. I was thinking The people who need to know I’m gay know.
You live with the fear people might find out. Then you actually have the courage to tell people and they go I don’t think you are gay. It’s enough to drive you crazy.